The former
Nebraska Conference or Bruderthaler Mennonites suffer from a variety of
cultural handicaps. Our historic
language is unwritten, we have no universities of our own to preserve and
develop our culture, and our common “homeland” no longer exists. Perhaps critics such as Epp and Redekopp are
a bit too quick to judge us for failing to maintain such an oppressed
identity. Through our own fault, we have
also managed to alienate ourselves from many of our co-religionists and fellow
Anabaptists. Social and economic
competition between our congregations and those of the Mennonite Brethren (MB) and
General Conference were historically exacerbated to the point that while
fellowship was able to continue, in many instances, a unity of communion was
out of the question. For many of us, the
decision to remove the Mennonite affiliation from our conference was painful
but not nearly as destructive to our cultural self-understanding as our
withdrawal from the Mennonite Central Committee (MCC).
In my case, I have
continued my grandfather’s close cultural affiliation with the Canadian
Mennonite culture (a constant source of amusement to my non-Mennonite Canadian
friends given my US citizenship). While
this includes a common cause relationship to Anabaptist institutions in the
United States, my lack of membership in a traditional Mennonite Church, and
failure to attend a traditional Mennonite College have led me more and more
into a cultural understanding of who I am rather than a religious
conviction. This is coupled with a need
to explain my pacifist and communitarian principles philosophically and
politically rather than as mandates of a church.